I have a feeling this is only the beginning and I dont know how to keep it together and not feel excited and not think about you every second of the day and wait for it to be nighttime or the next time we see each other again.
I also dont know how to not run away and keep this going, my natural instinct is to say that it is going to end someday and am I ready for that again? am I strong enough for that again? should I even be so god damn fatalistic? Can I start something that might have no future?
I guess therein lies the risk we all have to take when we are looking for love.
I want to be around you and know you and that
it has to be.